Beauty..?
No matter how many times I’ve worked on my self-confidence, I still have low self-esteem. It’s just something that I’ve always had trouble with. Whenever people tell me I’m pretty, to me, I think they’re only saying it to make me happy. I’ve suffered with acne for about 4 years now, and that is the major reason why I have low self-esteem. About 98% of the girls I know don’t have acne. They have flawless, smooth, clear skin. I only get that type of skin once every blue moon. THAT’S when I feel good about myself. about 95% of the other times, I feel ugly. I also hate how all the adults in my family have to point out the fact that I break out and ask why I break out so much. It’s not like I can control it, lol. If I could, do you think I’d choose to break out? I know beauty is “skin deep”, but every girl wants to feel pretty when she looks in the mirror right? That’s why I don’t look in the mirror often. I avoid it because I don’t even want to look at my reflection. Honestly, if I was acne-free, I think I’d look pretty beautiful. I really hate my skin. All these scars and bumps, nobody wants to look at that. It looks unattractive. I just hope it disappears or fades as I get older.
I want to feel beautiful too.
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